9/10/2007 noone but me from URL @ 11:11 PM I NEVER KNEW. I wanted to tell my Mom to enjoy dinner, but i couldn't bring myself to do it.
Im really praying i do Well tomorrow. Especially for Physics. If i don't do well for Physics it'd be- 1) Disappointment- in myself. 2) Disappointment- from Mr Goh. 3) Disappointment- that i disappointed Mr Goh. Thats three loads of disappointments, which is one too many, for one.
Mr Goh even stayed back till 5+ to ans our questions, teach us, encourage us & chat with us. Plus, he says its an easy paper. So, if i don't do well, its not even about the matter of 'face' anymore.
I say, Disappointment is enough to kill. Not a bloody, gory, violent-red death. Its the slow, silent death that hurts the most.
You dig? No? Go get a spade.
SS went fine. Im trusting Geog will go fine. Not complacence. Its just the confidence; that seems to lack solidarity.
Anyway, im really thinking of saying Adieu to first month at JC. Im deciding between working (who'll employ for a mnth!), enjoying or joining a humanitarian trip. Then i shall try taking the train to Dover to see how long it takes to Ngee Ann Poly. But i will not forget my true goal, & that VJ is prospectively 20-30 mins away frm my new house.
& Mugging's out; its old school. Cupping's the new In. (NO IT DOES NOT SOUND SICK. GO SEE DOCTOR IF YOU THINK IT DOES)
PEACE OUT, A TOWN. "NANA NANA. NANA NANA"
-sarah J K L M N O P. Today we almost forgot our ABCs.